~BlackDios

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The future doesn't scare me at All.

Thu Jun 21, 2007, 10:29 AM

Mood: Irritated
Listening to: He Wasn't
Watching: The World Blur

He's pushing me past my limits and I'm just so fuckin frustrated with him!!! I've had it! I'm getting to that point I want to just start bawling and slicing myself up... I can't take it... I'm at my braking point... I don't know whether to kill him or... -isgh- I dunno bout anything anymore...
And to those who say they respect me, don't. I don't deserve respect or anything like that. I have no backbone and I'm weak. So please, don't get your hopes up too high.
So much for my good mood... Every little thing I do he just makes some way to twist it around and put words in my mouth. They say a relationship should be equal.. Right? Then why do I feel like on the bottom of that equality..?

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~PropheticPisces

Jun 21, 2007, 10:40:48 AM

You know what... I've had personal experience with this bullshit... you don't have to do anything rash in order to feel better... If it's getting to the point where you are being confused by the switching fo your own words by him... Then get out... I've had women try to do this to me... try to force me into having relationships and knocking down chances for me to have happy ones elsewhere by manipulation... People do a great many things when they really want something... It goes bith ways though... the final step would be cutting the ties... because if this situation arrises again wit someone else, you have your own example to go by, and it would be alot easier on you to know that you are doing the right thing instead of being confused... remember, loving someone infinately is to never hold them back... even if they want to control... let them go control by them self... I hope this helps...

peace

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Peace of mind, and peace of heart, that is where you start.

~PropheticPisces

Jun 21, 2007, 10:42:56 AM

You know what... I've had personal experience with this bullshit... you don't have to do anything rash in order to feel better... If it's getting to the point where you are being confused by the switching of your own words by him... Then get out... I've had women try to do this to me... try to force me into having relationships and knocking down chances for me to have happy ones elsewhere by manipulation... People do a great many things when they really want something... It goes both ways though... the final step would be cutting the ties... because if this situation arrises again with someone else, you have your own example to go by, and it would be alot easier on you to know that you are doing the right thing instead of being confused... remember, loving someone infinately is to never hold them back... even if they want to control... let them go control by them self... I hope this helps...

peace

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Peace of mind, and peace of heart, that is where you start.

~PropheticPisces

Jun 21, 2007, 10:43:50 AM

stupid lag postey twice thingy...

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Peace of mind, and peace of heart, that is where you start.

~BlackDios

Jun 21, 2007, 10:45:12 AM

Yeah.. Thanks. -sighs-
I just can't stop crying though. ^^

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I got a big bag of crabs here!
I'm gunna put them in my mouth, Oh yeees!

~BlackDios

Jun 21, 2007, 10:46:42 AM

lol so I noticed!

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I got a big bag of crabs here!
I'm gunna put them in my mouth, Oh yeees!

~PropheticPisces

Jun 21, 2007, 10:49:21 AM

I know it's just words... but linking sadness to love is just a mental trap of fear... it's one of the hardest to recognize because it is so welcoming... don't be afraid to miss him... if anything this will give him a big lesson and maybe he'd change for the better... but it is a bigger lesson to him, if you are the one that's realizing what's going on... it's okay to cry... just don't go crazy... no one is worth loss of sanity...